| Posted at 03:29 AM on November 14, 2009 |
Thanksgiving is my ALL time favorite holiday.
Thanksgiving is not about "what am I getting this yr?" but about being Gratefull for all the blessings I did receive from God and my loved ones all year long.
I love Cooking and baking with my family while gossiping together in the kitchen. My family always cooks the best dishes ever. We have about 20 different dishes, we all dress up and we all give Thanks. After going through my list, I must say God does spoil me and for THAT Im grateful!! He Loves ME
(okay, maybe he loves you too)
Here is my (personal) list: in 2009 Im grateful for....
1. Being in AZ near my family after 5 years.
2. My brand new car which I freaken love....Vrooom Vrooom!!
3. My Promotion...I waited patiently and impatiently for 1 yr!!
4. My trip to Europe (one of my dreams come true) for 2 weeks this yr with Ric, Alfred and Adam!
5. Moving on from past relationships emotionally.
6. Moving into my own place out here in AZ.... God knows I need my privacy.
7. My BAD ASS photoshoots this yr....it only keeps getting better ;)
8. Being closer to finishing my degree WOO Hooo!!!!
9. The relationship I have with my mother and sisters. I treasure them. They know me better than I know myself. They keep me grounded before my head gets too big =)
10. Because moving back to AZ was not a complete disaster like I had expected. AZ was a change in my life that I needed to see things clearly to get my life in order.
11. Having my BFF Tootsie Tanya back in my life. There is nothing like childhood friends. Weve been through alot, we laugh at things that ONLY make sense to us. After all thats changed between us, our friendship remains the same.
12. Learning to Let Go and Let God!!
13. Going back to Vegas to face a fear. Glad to know I over came THAT situation. Gratefull that God has followed me through the gutter to make sure I was always safe. If it wasnt for God, I wouldnt be alive now.
14. Because God has given me the opportunity to bond with my nieces and nephews. I love making them smile in any way possible. Im their Yaya, Tia Eva and Step mom. Watching them cry as I leave breaks my heart.
15. Im also grateful for all the people I have met through the modeling industry and events this yr. Thanks for making fun!
16 For FINALLY having the sense of belonging. I left to San Diego looking for the "Blue Bird" not know I always had it. Sometimes you have to loose something to appreciate it.
God, Im gratefull for everything you have blessed me with. Love, family, friends, work and all of the above plus more. I love you for everything you mean to me. I know I still have ALOT of work to do and a long road to go, so please stay by my side because Im not sure how rocky or dark the road ahead of me will be.
Love You Forever, Amen. XO
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